it's weekend

Not so weekend lah. Tomorrow I have class at 8. What a nightmare? Tomorrow is Sunday! gahhh!! umm.. and the Test.. I like! haha..

Straight to the point, I went to Padang Besar, Perlis last Wednesday. 

bloody sick face! I got PMS during this time lol!

at Gua Kelam, Perlis

asal muka aku putih sangat?lol

While writing this Terengganu scored the goal for their team! haha! I hate the nervousness! 

Guten Morgen Schmetterling

I just woke up! and the most I miss is someone at Augsburg. aaaaaaaaaa!! I wanna date with you like seriously! lunch together, movie time, like others do. or it was only just a dream.. dream for now lahhh.. I was waiting for you.. a year gonna be okay?

=D

so beautiful.. Subhanallah

I believe that everyone have their own desires towards something.. I have mine too.. yes I want this! indeed! *nak nanges*.. I go around loathing myself whether I deserve it or not.. I know I have to be more than optimistic or 'tawaddu' to be that particular person.. Self internal goes your physical appearances. Get what I mean? beauty and attitudes comes together. And it's not as easy as you think. But believe me, this is the most thing I want for me..

credit- FB fanpage of Linda Hashim

I really wanna wear THIS!

When I'm wearing the tudung I'm not just wear the tudung.. I wanna wear it properly with the nice clothes of mine. Nice clothes here means you really covered by that clothes! not jarang sana sini or not ketat sana sini! I love black jubah in the picture above.. lebih manis kan?

Allah bless me <3

Anyways, I've been so busy getting my life on track these past few days. That's the cause of my umm...... I have to study now.. TEST waiting for me next week.. Am a dead meat!

p/s : Dear Jack, thank you for what you really doing for me. =D

Can't Take my eyes of you!

-credit to FB fanpage of Istanbul Aku Datang-

I'm writing a story about my life. And I want to describe this girl in such a way, that makes it seem like she's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. She was like a precious jewel, rare and beautiful. I do adore her, beautiful Lisa Surihani. nama pun dah lawa kan? 

Lucky her.. =D Actually, cantik glasses dia kan?muahahaha..

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I Miss You.. 

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I'm all alone now..  and It's started with this.. I've send him a text messages.. then he call me.. with the slow voice.. then he coughing.. I found it hard.. hard to hear that.. he's not feeling well.

all this while, I just need this my dear..

I have more than just nothing to talk with you.. I have my billions words to throw out! but I'm sad why I can do that.

I really need you to be with me.. if not to lean on your shoulder or you put your arms around me, unless I have YOU with me! do you understand?

bla bla T_T

What's wrong with me. I have no idea.*blame my emotion* This self-moronic is fucking kills me now! 
I can't control my self for being like that. And just now I've make him angry.. I just spoiled our night! *=( poor me* I hate myself!everything!everyone! dot!