I can't hardly stay sane! pathetic and paranoid!

Dear Jack,


Believe me, there's no more feeling that can describe me now.. MIX FEELING.. Gosh! this feeling is so overwhelming plus the fact that I'm really sad.


I'm realize everything.. I'm sorry for abandoning you.. being so ignorance. admit that's my weakness. that's really me. I miss you. what else that I can do? and I hate when I miss you! I hate for not being able to have you all for myself. I HATE MYSELF for always doing mistake! Imma trouble-maker.. ='|.. like now.. I'm the useless one..


-HearMeNow- <3