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I'm all alone now..  and It's started with this.. I've send him a text messages.. then he call me.. with the slow voice.. then he coughing.. I found it hard.. hard to hear that.. he's not feeling well.

all this while, I just need this my dear..

I have more than just nothing to talk with you.. I have my billions words to throw out! but I'm sad why I can do that.

I really need you to be with me.. if not to lean on your shoulder or you put your arms around me, unless I have YOU with me! do you understand?